Making Zombies

 Lately I've been trying hard to juggle all sorts of different tasks and projects. It has gotten so bad that I have so many things I want to do and should be doing that I don't know what I should do first so I end up doing nothing. It got to the point where I started to say that even though this idea is cool and some people might like it there will be some that think the worst of me so why even bother. I have begun to defeat myself half way through projects and stop just before they're done.
How did I get to this state? How will I get out of it?

Ive recently cut a big part of my life down to a very little part of it . . . but it still has it's pull. I think that if I keep trying to make work what isn't working,I will literally go insane. It's time to go back to my roots and start with the physical art side of things. Start just hanging out and sharing my art with people that want to see it and buy it just because they like it. I need to scrub my brain from thinking that I am responsible for anything other than making art and sharing it with the world. I need to refocus on the art, less on what anyone else thinks. 

Most importantly I need to unplug from the internet and not chase the dopamine of a like, share or comment. I need to chase the dopamine high from drawing a cool zombie at a cool angle that looks cool because I think it looks cool. And then share it where people actually care to see it.
That's it.
Last chance at the art crate is now. (or you missed it)